Anger

I haven't written anything for a while.
It's not that I can't find the words to say what I want to say... I don't want to say anything.
No writing isn't concrete enough right now...
If I could play the drums I would bang on them like a caveman on acid!
If I could find a block of marble and a chisel I would carve away until all I'm left with is a heap of shards...

I want to stomp a rose bush,
drown a dolphin,
and kick that basket of kittens into a raging waterfall...

Saying things just doesn't cut it anymore.
I'm too angry.
I need things to change.
I need to change...